This qualitative study was undertaken for the purpose of answering the following two
research questions: (a) What is the personal meaning and experience of mothering for women
who feel they are actively resisting the Western dominant discourse on mothering?, and (b) How
are these personal meanings and experiences grounded in the participants' personal contexts as
well as in dominant and alternative discourses and discursive practices? Fifteen women ranging
in age from 23 to 46 years, who self identified as actively resisting the dominant discourse, were
interviewed about their mothering experiences. Their interviews were transcribed and analyzed
following a critical interpretive approach (Cushman, 1995; Packer & Addison, 1989). In
answering the first research question three themes were identified: (a) resisting is rewarding and
liberating, (b) resisting entails juggling and balancing, (c) resisting entails cognitive work,
refraining, and reconciling. Although acknowledging the pragmatic and cognitive challenges
inherent in so doing, the women in the study experienced a sense of empowerment and pride in
their choice to resist.
In answering the second question, participants' identified concrete structural barriers to
their efforts to mother differently and acknowledged the importance of supportive partners,
friends, extended family members, education, financial resources, and flexible employment as
critical in their efforts to resist having their own needs completely subjugated to those of their
children. Participants drew on the discourses of feminism, achievement, individualism,
collectivity, self-care, science, attachment, and alternative medicine in supporting their efforts to
resist. They positioned themselves as caring responsible mothers, independent women,
educated/professionals, critical thinkers, and activists. The findings suggest that in positioning
themselves in opposition to the dominant, 'selfless mother' discourse, the participants were faced with negotiating between multiple and often contradictory discourses. In particular, the women
in the study struggled to negotiate between the selfless mother and the individual rights/self
actualization discourses. Furthermore, the findings suggest that the perception of resistance may
be as important in engendering a sense of agency for women who mother, as the actual
manifestation of resistance in their mothering practices. These findings are discussed in terms of
their implications for research, theory, and clinical practice.
| Identifer | oai:union.ndltd.org:LACETR/oai:collectionscanada.gc.ca:BVAU.2429/14953 |
| Date | 05 1900 |
| Creators | Horwitz, Erika |
| Source Sets | Library and Archives Canada ETDs Repository / Centre d'archives des thèses électroniques de Bibliothèque et Archives Canada |
| Language | English |
| Detected Language | English |
| Type | Electronic Thesis or Dissertation |
| Relation | UBC Retrospective Theses Digitization Project [http://www.library.ubc.ca/archives/retro_theses/] |
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