This lyrical narrative charts the particularities of a childhood. A mind that is preoccupied with how to negotiate loss; the fear of a family sickness waking up. This piece is arranged with section titles that are designed to give an episodic feel. Each serves as a different method of entering into loss.

A collection of poems around themes of motherhood, chronic illness, memory, and internal and external landscapes coalescing.

This thesis consists of a collection of poems. By virtue of its content and arrangement, the collection ruminates on and attempts to work through the problem of corporeality and bodily experience: the anxieties surrounding illness, mortality, and the physicality of contemporary life. This collection explores the tension inherent in the mind/body duality and, rather than prescribing solutions, offers multiple avenues and perspectives through which to view bodily experience, as well as how that experience affects an individual’s identity, agency, and sense of self.